Diary 🎀

July 29th, 2025

Hi welcome to my diary! this my first entry, as I build my new site and learn the ins and out of it and how I want it to be presented. I would love to share my day with you. Today I drove through the Mulholland Canyons it was a beaufitul scenery, I had a Strawberry Glaze smoothie on my way to malibu, and spent the rest of the evening in the sand working on this site. 🎀💖.

July 30th,2025

Hi Besties! The site is finally comimng together, its going to take more time than expected because I really woiuld like it to be perfect, not just my sanctuary, but an sanctuary for others. 🐾✨

August 2nd,2025

Hi Besties!💞, its August and I am super excited for whats to come this month!I get to celebrate Summiaya's Birhtday🌺 on August 9th in Catalina Island🥥💖✨🌺. I think that it will be super fun and an and relaxing,cant wait to finish my site and upload the photos to Archive.

August 5th,2025

Hi,Today is my Mum's Birthday, I miss her so much. I am at the age now where I need her th most she missed so many big moments in my life, and I didnt have the privellege of knowing her for long. I know that she is always with me and looking out for me. but nothing compares to having her here; hearing her voice, hugging her, getting adivce from her, and her motherly love. My mum was the most loving Mum anyone could ask for, she gave the longest and biggest hugs, and nurtred me an took care of me,I dont think anyone in my lfe has cared for me like my Mum did.💖

August 27th,2025

Hi, just checking in this month has been so long,but im so Grateful for life.Ive been tryign to completw the site as soon as possible overwhelemed with projects for neuromelanin and girly girl.💖

September 23rd,2025

Hi, quick update on my life, I started fall semester, im moving to Vegas🌇, I feel like I need a break from LA although I do love my city, I want a refreshing start somewhere else, who knows maybe i give vegas a trial run for 6 months or 12 depending on my growth process and mindset when I there. I feel like LA is so crowded right now that its impossible to get the things you need done and also live.💖

October 5th,2025

DEAR DIARY.... PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING STUPID.

October 15th, 2025

Hi🧸, Its 4:33 a.m & I literally cannot sleep, so I decided to get some homework done before this weekends due date.I haven't had much time to update my site as much, Moving and looking for a new home is a bit stressful, but I think I've found the perfect place in Silverlake, California. I decided not to go through with Vegas quit yet, my School Schedule completely conflicts with that idea, although I would love to move to vegas at this time in my life. but who knows maybe I change my mind within the next few weeks.LOL

November 25th, 2025

Hi,Ive been so stressed lately, I think that my nervous system has been dysregulated for a while, and its taking a toll on me. emotionally,mentally, and physically.I started back going to therapy. when im in this state it feels like im unable to create anything. but I will give myself grace and not punish myself. I recently became so overwhelemed and sleepdeprived , I lashed on Khari multiple times for the simple fact we havent seen each other and he's distant. But whenever he wnats anything from me he's there so confusing actually. but I didnt mean to ruin a connection or im not sure what it is I hate being in this state, because I so quickLy lash out and anger,I dont want to be angry, or mean to anyone just want to heal in peace.

December 7th, 2025

Dear Diary, I am welcoming December with Grace,Gratitude,& Grounding.